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2 years ago
With the inevitable end in sight – and with the cancer continuing to spread throughout her brain – Kim made the brave choice to refuse food and fluids. Even so, it took around 11 days before her body stopped functioning. Around 6:00 am on Thursday January 17, 2013, Alcor was alerted that Kim had stopped breathing. Because Kim’s steadfast boyfriend and family had located Kim just a few minutes away from Alcor, Medical Response Director Aaron Drake arrived almost immediately, followed minutes later by Max More, then two well-trained Alcor volunteers. As soon as a hospice nurse had pronounced clinical death, we began our standard procedures. Stabilization, transport, surgery, and perfusion all went smoothly. A full case report will be forthcoming.The hidden horror of this defies imagination. There's suffering, there's anxiety, there's fear, and there's burden of choice - anxiously reading about the procedures, second-guessing yourself - are you deluding yourself, are you grasping at straws, or are you being rational? When is the tipping point where you'll deny life support? This kind of decision hurts. I really hope that she simply believed it to be worth a shot and did not have to suffer from the ambiguity of the evidence, but I don't know, and its scary to imagine facing such choices.